Saturday

The weather today was surprisingly good.
It felt good to see the sun, the sand and the sea.. and of course the bloggies!

Cycled for an hour, nuah-ed a bit, had dinner with topo and yenew.

Was rather sleepy on the way back, and very much lost in my own thoughts.
In fact, so lost in thoughts that I thought the bus#31 was going to turn into the lane leading to my place.
So yeah, I forgot I had to alight at the tanah merah stop, and hop on to my usual bus#2 or #9.
I ended up walking home, since it would be quite silly to cross the road, take the bus back to the opposite stop, cross the road, and then take the bus back home. :/

Showered, finished up some work, and it’s almost bed time now (ok lah, it’s only 10:40pm).

Recently I have been thinking about how sad it must be, to be married to, and to live with, someone you don’t love. It probably wouldn’t be as bad, if at least that someone loves you deeply, cherishes you, appreciates what you are doing for him.
But what if that someone doesn’t?
In case you’re wondering, no, it has nothing really to do with me.
It is just something a dear friend is probably going through, and it makes me feel sad for her, even though she has never said much about it.

I’m hooked onto a really sad song recently.


The MV is quite nice. I love the images of Japan.

梁静茹 – 会呼吸的痛 
在东京铁塔第一次眺望 看灯火模仿坠落的星光
我终於到达但却更悲伤 一个人完成我们的梦想
你总说时间还很多 你可以等我
以前我不懂得 未必明天就有以后

想念是会呼吸的痛 它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛 看你的信会痛 连沉默也痛
遗憾是会呼吸的痛 它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛 恨不懂你会痛 想见不能见最痛

没看你脸上张扬过哀伤 那是种多么寂寞的倔强
你拆了城墙让我去流浪 在原地等我把自己捆绑

你没说你也会软弱 需要依赖我
我就装不晓得 自由移动自我地过

我发誓不再说谎了 多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了 灵魂像飘浮着
你在就好了
我发誓不让你等候 陪你做想做的无论什么
我越来越像贝壳 怕心被人触碰
你回来那就好了

能重来那就好了

The saddest thing of all is that most of the time, there is no turning back.

2 thoughts on “Saturday

  1. oh my god, then y get married in the first place leh? i agree, that must be so sad.. n agonising… i mean, u face the person the whole day, eat, sleep with him/ her..

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  2. I suppose it wasn’t really carefully considered at that point.
    And yeah i think it is worse if you are stuck in a 100sq-m space with that person.

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